I hope everyone is having a fantastic start to their week. I’ve been on the struggle bus these two day. I am literally almost falling asleep in class, but someone how through the wonderful use of energy drinks I have made it through. This post will be about the all to often question that I ask myself, who am I?
I typically ask this question to myself when I am showering because it’s the only time where I am disconnected from everything in life. I literally have nothing else to do beside do normal shower stuff and think. This morning as I was getting in the shower it occurred to me that in the past two years since I’ve been out of high school I’ve grown up so much. I have matured, made better decisions, and overall been a better person. However, I feel like something is missing. I don’t know what but lately I have a yearning for something new and challenging.
I am in the current search for this new life fulfilling adventure that I might embark on and I will keep you guys posted. And of course if you guys have any suggestions I’m all ears.
With much love and affection,
First and for most I would like to apologize to everyone for not having posted in a while. I had midterms this past week and that absorbed my life. If anyone else was on the same boat I commend you on survive!
So, the most stressful final I had was about the History of Iran. I know it sounds super interesting and it is but it kicked my behind into next year. Anyway, one of the authors that we had to read was the great poet Rumi. This poet wrote about many different subject but his idea of love is the one that, to me, was the most interesting. He wrote, “Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.” This struck a chord with me when I read it because lately I have continuously thought, ‘Where is my prince charming?!’
The reason for this is that everyone and their dog has been blowing up my Facebook feed with their engagements. Which is great don’t get me wrong, but I feel everyone is on a different stage of life and I’m still stuck back in a mentality of wanting to get a really good education. Am I doing something wrong? Is it the classic case of, “It’s me not you”? I just don’t know.
Then after getting worked up about me not having a boyfriend I think, how many of them are truly happy with their choice? I know of at least two friends who got married because they got pregnant, and some that are doing it because they want to get out of the house. And worse I know of many who are in abusive relationships. So am I really missing out? Am I doing something wrong? No, me and all you beautiful single people out there are just not settling. We are not going to stay with someone out of fear of not finding someone else. We must never settle for our minimum; what we must do is strive to find that person who are Rumi says has always been in us the entire time.
Well there you go my friends a random post about love and my rant. Sorry if was too rant-y. Stay fabulous everyone and promise to never, ever settle for less than what you deserve.
With all my love an affection,
Today’s post is just super short because I have tons of homework to do! I would like to talk about the fact of losing the interest in things, people, or activities.
The reason I say this is because about a week ago an ex-boyfriend came walking into my life again (he expected me to run into his arms) but I had no interest in him what-so-ever. I mean thats the reason we broke up… Anyway, when I found myself not caring if we talked or not I started to do some internal reflection on things that used to bring me joy and they no longer do. Such as: reading magazines, playing volleyball, and several people that used to be important no longer are a priority. I wonder what it is that makes us lose interest and if we can ever regain the passion we had in keeping a relationship alive or in doing a hobby that you enjoy.
I hope that all of you regain passion for the goods things in life that we’ve let go of. And most importantly that you remain passionate about life.
With love and affection,
I hope all of you are have a fantastic week thus far. For me this week has flown by (just like the bird above) and I still have so much to do by tomorrow! But, stay strong my friends the weekend is coming and we will enjoy it! This weekend for me will consist of work, homework, and job applications for next semester. I know what everyone is thinking, “she is livin’ the dream!” and let me tell you I am. *she said sarcastically*
Anyway, today’s topic is about, like my title said, the early bird special. No, I am not referring to the early bird special at restaurants. But about the productivity one can have in the morning. As a college student we are always staying up past out bedtimes but in doing so are not getting a sufficient amount of sleep. This causes many of us at times to get headaches, backaches, and anything that ends in aches, so why do we do it? Honestly, for me is because I have TOO MUCH TO DO! The day is not enough to balance everything in my life out. However, today I woke up early, not by choice, but my body just woke me up at 7:30 this morning. I was not too happy because I had gone to bad at 2:30a. But, looking at the bright side of things I got so many things done. I decided that from now I will be going to bed earlier and waking up earlier. My mind and body are more refreshed I get more done because I’m not bogged down with the worries and the past events of my day. So this is my proposition to all you excellent student out there: go to bed early (I’m obviously not saying like 7:30p but a more normal time) and wake up early and see which way you get more things done. I think that the early bird special will benefit all of us.
With all my love and affection,
I hope everyone is had a fabulous weekend! This weekend for me was a very long one because of all the snow we received and we’re only expecting more fluffy, white snow. I’m just so ready for summer to get here. I want the warm sun beaming on my cheeks and tanning my legs as I sit out watching a baseball game. I’m just ready for all the good things that come with summer. Anyway, today’s post is dedicated to those who did us wrong.
I know for a fact, well maybe I shouldn’t say that, that most of us have at some point experienced heartbreak or disappointment from someone we loved or trusted. For example, yesterday I found out that one of my “good” friends is complaining about me to other people that I am very rude and mean to her when all I do is leave her alone. Or when that boyfriend/girlfriend from years past who cheated on you comes back into your life out of no where. I’m sure we can all relate on some level. However, my question to all of you (and I hope I get responses!) is do you think these people deserve second chances? And, if we give them a second chance will things really go back to how they were? Or will that relationship with that person be forever like a crinkled piece of paper; because, no matter how much you smooth it out and try to make it flat the piece of paper will always be marked by the creases that were made. I want to be able to forgive and forget, but in all truth I might forgive but I can never forget.
With all my love and affection,
I hope everyone is having a spectacular day. My school called a snow day for today so I have been enjoying a warm cup of hot chocolate, movies, and my extra cuddly sweater. So, yes it is safe to say it has been incredible today. I hope everyone is too!
In today’s post I would like to address the issue of setting goals and about how bad assumptions are. About three days ago a guy in my class asked me when I was graduating so I told him next year, which is the truth. So obviously the next question was how many years have you been in school already and I told him that this was my second year and that I would be graduating with my undergrad in only three years of school. He looked shocked, I mean, open mouth, mind blown, blank expression on his face. I don’t know why because I know that I’m not the only person who has done this. Anyway, he started asking me several idiotic questions like: Don’t you have a life? Why would you want to graduate early? I’ve been here for 5 years and I don’t know when I’m graduating, how do you do it? These questions were just a bother. I honestly wanted to shut him up. There is nothing wrong with aiming for one’s goal.
So here is my piece of advice. Whether you are like me and graduating early with a double major or just finally stepping up to something up that you’ve always wanted to do; just do it. Never assume that something bad is always going to happen, never assume that you’ll get hurt. In life one doesn’t know when things will happen so just go for it the result could be amazing!
My heartwarming affection (and I hope you get a couple snowflakes),
I hope everyone is having a fantastic start to their week. My weekend was super great I was able to see my family and hang out with them which was super great. What was not great was the fact that I got a tad behind on homework… Oh well it was work it. Like I promised in the last post here is a picture of when I met Austin Scarlett from Project Runway this past Friday —->
Well that being taken care of I would like to talk about the weather. I know this is what you usually talk about with someone you just met and you don’t want to make the situation awkward; however, I want to talk about the effect that the weather can have on our mood. This past weekend the weather was glorious! I mean it was one of the nicest days we have had here (I’m from Kansas) since the beginning of the year. However, today it is rainy, cloudy, dark, and just overall gloomy day. This apparently takes affect on everyones mood people are walking around with sad faces, tired eyes, and sagging bodies but I personally think we have to be a bit more optimistic than that. We need to look at everyday like a new miracle and make the best of it because what we portray on the outside has an affect on how people treat us. So here is my bit of advice for when you have gloomy days (whether they be weather related or not):
- 1. Look up funny videos on youtube. It’s always a pick me upper.
- 2. Take a hot bath/shower. For me when I take a shower its the only moment of my day when I can just relax and let my mind roam without being connected to some sort of technology or person.
- 3. Phone a friend. “Can I phone a Friend?” is a popular phrase from a gameshow but this does help when you’re just in need of some good company
Dust off those clouds, shake your bum a bit, and bring sunshine into your day even if mother nature is not cooperating with us everyday. I hope everyone has a fantastic day!
With love and affection,